It seems there’s a theme in my life lately, the theme being change. First we had “Sam” come visit, than “Sam” decides she’s going to move in with us, can we say big life change?! Those that know me, know change is hard for me, but maybe it’s hard for everyone, I’m not sure.
Recently Hubby got a new job, I didn’t think this would be a change that affected me as much this time, since he would be home every night, and not gone for two weeks at a time. It’s an 8-5 Monday Friday job. To my surprise, I’m realizing it’s affected me. All the things around the house Hubby helped with while he was home, now fall on my shoulders, and I’m finding it a bit overwhelming. (I always knew he helped a lot) I’m running two blogs, editing for another, and today…I just got hired for my first online job! More change albeit it good!
I’m pretty excited, but at the moment, also exhausted. I haven’t slept much in the last few nights and it’s hit me like a ton of bricks today. I plan to sleep tonight if it takes Ativan to do so! I’m a nicer person when I’ve had sleep…lol
Anyway, with this job, my life just went from “busy” to “crazy insane busy.” I’m grateful for the opportunity, it’s the type of job I would have never seen myself in. Who knew?
Okay, you’re probably screaming at me to just tell you already what I’ll be doing. I’ll be marketing a book, website and blog. I’ll also be running the blog. You’ll likely see the book on here sometime soon. (It’s not my books/blog/website) but while we’re on the subject, it’s a great seugay…I’ve written 2 poetry books, one is co-written with Kirsten A. They can be found on the book page of this blog. *hint hint*
Now…where was I…Oh yes change, this is going to be a real learning curve in the balance department. I suspect I may not learn easily since I’m perfectionist, thanks to the father and his narcissistic brainwashing, but I’m not bitter…see what lack of sleep does?
Sorry guys, I know this is all over the place, but I just wanted to touch base with you today, and share my news.
Do you handle change well? If so how?
There is hope!